As the author looks back at her life, she realizes the various loopholes and errors she sees in the path and questions, is it her fault her life is marred?
A Poem: The Disturbing and Terrifying Realization

Time has flown away,
People have crossed my way,
With the insecurities gripping me,
A true friend is all I need .
With days approaching fast ,
The future seems vast
Filled with the unknown
That I can’t fathom on my own.
The dark scares me ,
Loneliness scares me more
Yet folks fail to understand
What it’s like to be on your own.
With the feelings all dense
Hidden beneath that face
A mask is all I wear
To make my presence everywhere
Life has become an intangible mess,
My priorities are in digress
It just hit me a bit too hard,
Am I responsible for my life being marred?
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Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
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Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled Realiz the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the Realiz gripping me, A true realiz is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has Realiz away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fath
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled Realiz the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the Realiz gripping me, A true realiz is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has Realiz away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fath
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled Realiz the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the Realiz gripping me, A true realiz is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has Realiz away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fath
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled Realiz the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the Realiz gripping me, A true realiz is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has Realiz away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fath
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled Realiz the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the Realiz gripping me, A true realiz is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has Realiz away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fath
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled Realiz the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the Realiz gripping me, A true realiz is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has Realiz away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fath
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled Realiz the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the Realiz gripping me, A true realiz is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has Realiz away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fath
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled Realiz the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the Realiz gripping me, A true realiz is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has Realiz away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fath
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled Realiz the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the Realiz gripping me, A true realiz is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has Realiz away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fath
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled Realiz the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the Realiz gripping me, A true realiz is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has Realiz away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fath
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled Realiz the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the Realiz gripping me, A true realiz is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has Realiz away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fath
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled Realiz the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the Realiz gripping me, A true realiz is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has Realiz away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fath
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled Realiz the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the Realiz gripping me, A true realiz is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has Realiz away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fath
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own. Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own. Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own. Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own. Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own. Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own. Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.
Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast
Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own. Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.Time has flown away, People have crossed my way, With the insecurities gripping me, A true friend is all I need . With days approaching fast , The future seems vast Filled with the unknown That I can’t fathom on my own.